007; I'm in love with the idea of him.
2:11 PM | Wednesday, May 15, 2013
I've known this guy since elementary school. He was my seatmate back in 2nd grade, he became my seatmate again when we were in 5th grade.
Enough with the flashback stories, the thing is... now, we sorta have a thing for each other. Well, I have a thing for him but I don't know if he does. The last time I checked though, we were on the same page.
It started back in summer of my 2nd year of high school. It was Holy Week and after years of not seeing each other (we went to different schools and had different groups of friends), we saw each other. A week after that, he texted me. But back then, I had a boyfriend. So I didn't get to entertain his attention.
On my third year, he tried again. He was almost successful, I was supposed to say yes to him, but then his courting stopped midway for some unexplained reason.
Fast forward to now.
We're friends now. Getting closer and closer, little by little. Our friends keeps teasing us about each other, we only smile and laugh every time it happens.
The thing is, now I like him. I like him a lot. The way he smiles makes my heart beat faster, his laugh sounds so good to my ears that I know I can listen to him laugh all day long. His mere presence makes me feel all tingly.
I can say that I'm in love with the idea of him. But that's only the idea.
I'm afraid that if I do fall for him, he might not be there to catch me.
